Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Is this it for DBSK? I wouldn't be surprised if I soon hear the news of their disbandment. I'm not being pessimistic, but the reality seems to be pointing in that direction.

If they couldn't reach an agreement in Japan, wouldn't it be harder to do so in Korea?

However, I'm still hoping they would get back together, if not anytime soon, at least sometimes in the future. Personally, I don't think they would do well individually as they would together. I couldn't even finish Heading to the Ground, it was too painful. Let's face it, they're not actor materials; they would never be as good as real actors.

Some would probably do well in variety shows, but that would be such a waste of their talents, wouldn't it?

I personally think that they shine the brightest when they're 5, together. I read this blog that says that they've been in a group for way too long that their personalities are already wired that way and I have to agree with that. One member brings out the other's personality and so on. Yes, Junsu is a dork but he's the best when the other members bully him. Their dynamic is just perfect as a group and to lose that is just ... such a waste, a very unfortunate waste.

But alas, one cannot get everything one wants.

If this is the only way, if this is what they truly want, then there's nothing anyone else can do.

If they really want to fly individually, then I hope that they can fly as high as possible.

Who knows? Maybe a miracle is going to happen ;)

Monday, March 29, 2010

Have you ever felt that some words just look weird?

I was writing down words that end with -tic earlier and I just realized that when they put together, they look weird, like, in an unintelligible way.

Get it?

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

I love reading fanfictions. I read them all the time, especially from my cellphone. I am the most happy when I find a good fanfiction that I will abandon other things, which is a bad thing, but I digress.


I read fanfictions from many fandoms but lately I've been into: Harry Potter (Harry/Draco), Star Trek (Kirk/Spock) and Death Note (Raito/L).

Why slash? I love slash, that's why (my undying love for Yunjae, anyone?). I do read gen pairings from time to time, but it's kind of rare and really depends on the fandom (e.g: Bleach. Ichigo and Rukia are so together.)

The three fandoms I mentioned above have such terrific fanfictions which makes me a very happy fangirl. They're very well-written, OC and canon - although I do love AU and OOC and I do read gramatical-errors-and-typos-everywhere, wth-plot stories once in awhile :D

I have to go and I'll end this post with a rec of ff by glitterati called Office Politics.
It's a Death Note fanfiction, rated R. L, being a much-lauded and world-renowned genius with several increasingly nonsensical and obscure aliases, should have known from the start that the relationship wasn't going to work out.
Click: here
It's all kind of awesome and just full of win. Example: "...until he realizes that SEXYCHICA is Russian, and that even through his best efforts and Babelfish, Raito has no idea who she is or what her name is." Read it. NOW.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Just a reminder to self: Next time I change the blogskin, save the previous html codes!

I forgot to do that the last time so that's why there are no chatbox, links, or the other stuffs that used to be at the side bar. And I'm too lazy to put them back on :D
It's not like I blog a lot anyway, so they're kinda pointless.

On a random note, I really, really, really miss Yunjae :(

I want to see them together again because sometimes, you just need a tangible proof of something.

Because I've been quite busy lately, and since I also don't go online from home on weekdays anymore (due to personal matters which kinda upset me D:), plus there are not too many stuffs going on in the fandom, compared to before anyway, I haven't been following the fandom that much. I still know their latest activities and stuffs (thank you Twitter!), but it's not one of my top priorities anymore, unlike before.

Maybe that's why when I do go online and catch up on them, it always hits me full force just how much I miss them being together, being five, being one. On one hand, I'm sort of used to having them doing their own things. On the other hand, I don't think I can ever fully accept them not being a group anymore, ever. But I hope that at least, and I've said this a few times before, if they really do have to come to an end (knock on wood), it's not gonna be like now; I expect a full closure, a farewell concert perhaps? I don't want them to end in this situation. I know all good things must come to an end, but at least make the ending a happy one, yes?

I'm such a DBSK girl, seriously. Some people would never understand why I care so much about 5 guys whom I don't even know personally and vice versa - actually, I don't exactly know why either - but I'd never change anything about it.
I'm happy I got to know them :)

I should get back to my assignment now. Toodles.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Why is math so hard? And no, just because I'm Asian it doesn't mean I'm good at it.

I have work tomorrow morning, which is kinda my fault really, because it's someone else's shift that I willingly took. And I still have Writer's Craft assignment in which I have to write a 1000-words narrative. It shouldn't be that hard, right?


I don't want to go back to school. This March break went by too fast :(

Sunday, March 14, 2010

I've been busy AND lazy; the last one is an old news. And this is not even a real post (and outdated, too, for that matter) but it's so funny I have to post it here.

With New Moon likely to make yet another metric fuckload of money this weekend we need to find the bright side to the entire Twilight mania. There must be something good that comes from this awful Mormon fantasy that seems to have invaded our culture on every front. That something is the eventual movie version of Breaking Dawn.

Even though New Moon has made a bazillion dollars and even though the third Twilight book, Eclipse, is already filming, Summit has declined to announce the fourth and final Twilight book as a movie. There's a good reason for this: Breaking Dawn is completely fucking insane, and it is probably totally unfilmable. But if they do film it... man, we are in for a treat.

Breaking Dawn opens with Bella Swan, the lacteal heroine of the series, finally getting married to Edward Cullen, the mopey vampire hero. They go off to honeymoon on Isle Esme, a Brazilian island the Cullen clan owns (this is already ridiculous beyond belief. Imagine a vampire going snorkeling; it basically happens in this book), and Edward is afraid to fuck his new bride. The reason: he's super strong and she's just a human - Man of Steel, Woman of Kleenex type of situation here. But Bella wears him down and Edward throws it in her - and knocks her the fuck out, leaving her badly bruised.

Let's go over that again: Edward fucks Bella into unconsciousness. This alone should have you running to Fandango to pre-order your tickets, but it only gets better.

Despite being knocked out cold by his sexual style (and having the headboard destroyed), Bella goes back to Edward for seconds. This time he knocks her up. Yes, an undead vampire apparently has enough viable sperm to impregnate a human woman while fucking her off the coast of Rio de Janero. Stephenie Meyer, you fabulous idiot!

The baby in Bella's belly starts growing incredibly fast. And it starts hurting Bella, as each kick it gives has the super strength of a vampire behind it. As it grows, Bella gets sicker, and then the good stuff starts. The baby kicks so hard it breaks Bella's ribs and then severs her spine. Are you imagining Kristen Stewart wearing a fake pregnancy belly and pretending to have been suddenly crippled by her own fetus? Because I am and it's making me laugh and laugh and laugh.

Oh wait, I missed something. Edward is completely freaked out about the baby, fearing it will kill Bella. He tries to convince her to get an abortion (but seriously, how could she? Vampires are tough to kill even in this shitty series), and goes so far as asking Native American wolfboy Jacob to impregnate his wife so that she can have the baby she desperately wants. I'm dizzy with how ridiculous this is, and we're just getting started.

Eventually the baby starts to get born and Bella is dying. The baby has telepathy, by the way, so everybody can read its thoughts while it's in the womb, and it turns out to have an essentially adult mind. Like Alia in Dune; I would accuse Stephenie Meyer of ripping this off, but anyone who thinks that Meyer might have read Frank Herbert has never been within spitting distance of Twilight. The woman is a moron.

In a moment that demands to be shown on the silver screen, Edward gives Bella an emergency C-section with his fucking teeth. It's like something out of XTro, for the love of God. It's so horrible it's brilliant, and this scene alone is why I remain firm in declaring that David Cronenberg must direct Breaking Dawn. This is surely his movie.

Once the baby is out, Bella gets vamped by Edward, as she's about to die at any moment. Then comes the most astonishing turn of events in 21st century literature, and possibly in the entire history of awful fiction aimed at tweens: Jacob the werewolf, who has been madly in love with Bella, sees the new baby girl and immediately imprints on her. What this means, in layman's terms, is that he falls in love with the baby.

I want to pull this out on its own: Jacob falls in love with a baby.

The book makes no bones about this; while Jacob doesn't want to fuck the baby right off the bat, he can't stand to be away from it and visits everyday. His love has been transferred from Bella to the baby (who has the tongue shattering name Renesmee), and because of the science behind imprinting he'll love her forever. So one day he's going to stick his wolf dick in this girl that he see as a bloody newborn. Romance is not dead, it's just being abused by insane Mormon writers.

There's more in Breaking Dawn - the Volturi come back, for one thing - but these are the main amazing events that demand this book to be turned into a film. I will not rest until I have seen a movie in which a werewolf falls in love with a baby. Hell, once I've seen a werewolf fall in love with a baby I may quit movie watching - I will have seen the ultimate culmination of a century of cinema. The entire film of Breaking Dawn would play like the weirdest exploitation film since Doris Wishman died - brutal sex, bizarre body horror, unbelievable pedophilia.

A werewolf falling in love with a baby. This is why Thomas Edison invented this shit in the first place. So we could see a werewolf fall in love with a baby.

source: here

Sunday, January 24, 2010

At Work

Me: What would you like to drink, sir?

Customer: Cock. (you know, coke pronounced with accent)

Me: Pfftt... *holding back my laughter*


X: Do you have a curfew?

Me: Huh? Perfume?


Me: Oh curfew.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I don't know what's with me and procrastinating. I mostly, if not always, wait until the last minute to do things. I just don't have the motivation to do it unless it's due, like, the next day.

I know it's bad. Trust me, I do. But I don't know how to push my self to do it. And I'm scared that I'll be this way in uni (if I got accepted, that is).

I mean I'm almost 18, almost an adult, shouldn't I be more responsible for at least my self?

I often wish I care more about school, or my life in general.

Sloth is indeed deadly.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

What can I say?

I'm used to being awkward around people.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Merry Christmas!


I finally got my internet back, which I assume is my Christmas present, haha.

So life should be back to normal ;)

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Brigitte, you know, I'm writing this

'Cause it's my only touch with you.

I've learned some patience; had no choice;

But without you, nothing new

Little Princess, fully grown,

Enough to be my wife,

I want to hold and kiss you,

Through my always happy life

Although I haven't met you still,

I know your features - bright;

Your face inspires love in me;

Your heart has caught me tight



I found a piece of paper with this poem on it in the subway earlier.

For Stephen, wherever you are, I hope you find your Brigitte :)

Monday, October 12, 2009

Cutest family ever!!!!

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Real life's been a bitch, lol.


Anyway, congrats for Jaechun for topping the Oricon Chart! :)

I just hope their heads don't get bigger than they already are right now.

Why do you think this whole thing started in the first place? ;)

LOL. I'm kidding again. What do I know eh?

Oh well, whatever.

I'm waiting for October 2nd ^^

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I am royally pissed off.

PMS or not ... still pissed off.

I hate hormones.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

^ Socks from my Korean friend. It's so random, lol. Aiya! I like it, though, it's pretty funny, haha.

^ This is how I would like DBSK to be in the future. Married, having kids, being gay *coughyunjaecough* (lol sorry, I just had to write that), but still together as a group.

Can't you just imagine them talking about their kids and spouse in interviews? 

May it come true ;)


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she's so fly,
she touches the sky"

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