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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Just added something on my wish list : volunteer abroad. Hopefully 2 more years from now - or anytime God wants me to and if He does want me to - I'll go abroad to volunteer. Sometimes I just can't wait to grow older. I feel like there are a lot of good, promising things ahead of me - not to be cocky, but yeah. But I have to live in the present first in order to move on to the future right? :D And it's fine with me. Hey, I only live once. Better live it awesomely :D Sunday, March 29, 2009 I'm cold. I'm sleepy. My head hurts. My arms hurt. The world is spinning. The floor is spinning. But yet, life's never been better. I was watching this and something occured to me. My guess is, it has something to do with Yunho. Sorry for being such a fangirl. It's just that ... it's hard not to when it comes to Yunjae, lol. But back to topic, I am pretty darn sure that the other members know something about those two. I feel like squeezing out the information from them. Telephaty, where are you when I need you? Oh, and at 5.21, was Yoochun staring at Junsu? And at 5.25, Jaejoong expression was - I cannot really interpret it - it's either he's excited or he was feeling bad cause Yunho had to do the Bruce Lee thing again and again. (I know I do). And again, Changmin! He was looking at Jaejoong (again). See? Something was definitely up that day, haha. I guess I'm gonna sound like a freak cause, they only looked at each other for goodness sake! I know, my logical side thinks like that too, but there's more to it. I can feel it, LMAO. Oh never mind, my feeling sucks and I'm a freak. I watched it again and I realized that there were monitors in front of them, so Changmin and Yoochun were probably just looking at the monitors. But Jaejoong's expression when Yunho was doing the imitation remains untouched. That ... eager/I-feel-bad-for-you expression :p On a random note, I was thinking about how they feel when they go to shows and they have to do things that they're probably tired of. Like that imitation, for example. The first few times, it's still interesting but then it started to get lame. Or how do they feel when they're being asked the same question over and over again. If it were me, I would probably be like, "Just use the tape from the other hundred interviews with the same question!" They're almost like actors eh? It's like whatever troubles they have, they have to pretend that they don't have them, and put happy faces in front of the camera. That's sort of sad. Aside from that, I enjoyed watching the whole show. Junsu was being Junsu and Yoochun was sick. And my point is? Watch it! XD I spent an hour without electricity. Only one lamp was on and that was it. Spent the hour talking to my family. It was not bad at all. The thing with technology ... sometimes it just takes us away from what matters the most - real people in real life. Often we are so caught up in our own world that we forget that we don't live alone. Facebook, myspace and all that stuff - they're just a bunch of pictures and words on the screen. Sure there's more than that to our lives. Just a thought. Tuesday, March 24, 2009 I'm going to be stubborn as hell and refuse to back down. Beside, it's so stupid if I give up just because I trip on a small pebble along the way right? That is the same as saying that I'm weak, which I'm not. I'm strong - even stronger than what other people might think. So yea, I refuse to give up and will keep trying until everything is final - which is still a long time ahead. So until then, go me go! Psst, I know it might seem lame for me to do this, but whatever, I gotta do what I gotta do, haha. And about the title, it's a new song from Tohoshinki in their new album : Secret Code. I just love the song! <3 Monday, March 23, 2009 "We are the hero of our own story." That's what one of my t-shirt says. And we are. We are the hero of our own story. Some people might strive for a bigger scale than that and that's good. But for some people, their own lives provide more than enough adventures. And that's also a good thing. Anyway, just wondering, do a lot people feel that they're meant to do bigger things? Like you're not meant to live an 'ordinary' life that you're living right now, like you have a bigger purpose than just what you're doing right now. I wonder if a lot of people feel or think that way. I'm not gonna lie - I did feel that way. Not a lot of times but I still did regardless. Maybe, just maybe, those people who are doing what most people perceive as a 'huge' deal have never thought about it. Maybe they just did it. It's like why spending your time thinking about it when you can actually go out there and do it, right? The outcome of your life depends on you. You can make something out of your life, everyone can, I truly believe that. Sky is the limit, they say :) I'm going around in circle, haha. I'll just end this post with some quotes from One Tree Hill : "Old Guy : I want to tell you something son, it's the most important thing there is -- love, finding the right person to spend your life with. Lucas : I know I made the right choice. Old Guy : (Laughs) That's where they get you, thinking you got a choice. Love finds you son. You don't find love. Its got a little bit to do with destiny, fate, whats written in the starts, and a lot to do with the simple fact that most women are smartter than we are. And wily. But if you want to believe that you had a choice in the matter, I'd say you made a good one. Lucas : Why is that ? Old Guy : Because she showed up. And she sure is pretty." Tuesday, March 17, 2009 March Break! I'm sort of excited. Time to rest before march to reality again next week. Oh right, I have a new job! Woohoo! It's only for the weekends so that's good. And yes it is a tough job, I have to work hard but what can I do? I need the money, haha. Oh the things we do for money. Anyway, me and my friends went to a karaoke place yesterday. They call it Noraebang in Korean. It was so much fun. My voice got hoarse but it's okay. It's not like I need my voice to make a living anyway, haha. The place opens at 5 but we got there at about 3, so we spent 2 hours in a Korean restaurant, even though we already ate lunch. We ended up buying quite a lot of food too in the end, haha. Our food :  And this is mine (Kimchi Jjigae) :  It was so good. And I love the mandu (dumplings). I just like eating, can you tell? haha. And I could only say 'gamsahamnida' to the owner XD I understand few words but that's it. It's all I need to figure out a sentence anyway, haha. I need to learn more Korean :( Thursday, March 12, 2009 I'm feeling anxious now, perhaps because of the caffeine. Because of yesterday, or to be more exact, this morning, I drank a glass of coffee before school, bought another cup of coffee in McDonald after school and another cup in Starbucks. I was high all day. Anyway, I'm freaking out (again). It could be due to the caffeine or the lack of sleep, or maybe it is just me. Maybe I just freak out easily. Although after writing it down or thinking about it over again, I will feel better, so there. I need money. Badly. For Korea and also for college next year. I know it's still next year, and my friend keeps telling me to just chill and not talk about it, but how can I? That is the root of the problem : money. It's funny how I stressed over money so much right now. I wasn't like this before, maybe because I lived with my parents before and everything - at least most of the things I want - seemed to be affordable, or maybe I was just naive. Now that I live faraway from my parents, I cannot be dependent to them. I have to work and I cannot just buy things that I want, I have to organize my budget and whatnot. And that made me realize just how valuable money is. Of course, I'm not a stingy person, although I am a cheapskate, that I have to admit, but I just don't spend that much money anymore, because I simply don't have it. So yea, money. Evil conniving bitch. Haha. I applied for some jobs so I got distracted. But what can I do? Ces't la vie. I just have to make the best out of it. It's 1.43 a.m right now and I still have to wake up at 7 tomorrow (oh, it's today!) to go to school. I don't usually sleep this late. I just have this essay due tomorrow that I'm not finished with. Ugh. I'm not even sleepy anymore. Definitely need to drink coffee tomorrow morning. Maybe go to Timmys if I have time. Hummm ... probably not. Whoa Avex. Fast. I just love the PV. I don't know. It's simple, yes, but it makes me happy, haha. It sounds so ... happy. My song theme for spring is this song :) Which reminds me, 8 MORE DAYS UNTIL SPRING! Yes. Good bye winter! So long! Farewell! And March Break is coming too! Yes yes yes! On a bleaker note, I'm scared for college. I'm like freaking out. I know it's still a year, but I don't know, it's just scary. I'll be fine though, I know I will :) I'm just going to go back to finish my pathetic essay. Saturday, March 7, 2009 My OTP rocks! Bash them and prepare to die. Well, not literally but you know what I mean. No one, let me repeat this again, no one messes with my OTP, at least not in front of me. I'm not procrastinating, I'm just distracted. Monday, March 2, 2009 Well, some are. If you watch The Bachelor, you know what I'm talking about. Honestly, I don't even know why I watched it in the first place. Well, my aunt and my cousin watch it, so I just watch it with them. It's not really a waste of time, 'cause I have fun laughing at Jason cries XD Sorry, but like, even Molly cries less than you. I'm off on a tangent. Like always. Anyway, I'm watching the final episode while I'm typing this right now. Yea, the final episode, where Jason dumps Molly for Melissa, and then realizes that the chemistry is gone after the filming is done, dumps Melissa, and asks Molly back. Oh, and of course he just has to use the line, "It's not you." This is why reality shows nowadays are crap. They're for entertainment purposes only, which they succeed in doing (at least for me), but other than that, I'd rather watch cartoons. Moral of the story : Don't expect anything, anything, from reality shows. And it's probably better if you don't watch them. **** And of course Molly says yes to Jason. Oh yaay! "America is floored." And I am increduled. Labels: rant, The Bachelor Sunday, March 1, 2009 Welcome 17! Hopefully I have a great one! |
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