Anyway, I just don't get people who hurt themselves physically. That is very, very, very stupid in my opinion. And yet I was one of them. I didn't get to the point where I did cut my self or something like that, but I almost did it. Now, looking back, I realize how stupid I was. 

My mind was messed up, it still is, everyone's minds are, but to physically hurt yourself is still stupid. It's not gonna make everything's better, it's sure as hell won't get rid of your problems, what's the point then? You might as well shot yourself on the head and get it over with.

Hurting yourself physically without intending to die only means 3 things. You're a coward, you're indecisive and you don't stand for anything in your life. You don't want to live yet you're too afraid to die. Now it's clear why you have problems in the first place.

Girls, really wanna feel an extreme pain? Get knocked up and give birth to a child. And maybe you'll start appreciate someone's life. Want something less intense? Get a bikini wax. 

Guys, get your body hairs waxed. 

Sometimes, it's not about cutting your self or whatever, but people like to think that they are the only ones with problems in this world. Hello, look at the world around you. You're not the only one with problems.

You wanna cry? Then cry. Wanna mope? Then mope. But after that, deal with your problems and then move on. 

You can say that this world is fucked up, that the society is damned and we're all going to hell, but you don't have to be a part of all this. You can be different from others. You can make something out of your life. You, you, and only you, because humans are essentially selfish after all. 

-- this post is intended mostly for me above anyone else. no offense intended. --