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Thursday, March 12, 2009
I'm feeling anxious now, perhaps because of the caffeine. Because of yesterday, or to be more exact, this morning, I drank a glass of coffee before school, bought another cup of coffee in McDonald after school and another cup in Starbucks. I was high all day. Anyway, I'm freaking out (again). It could be due to the caffeine or the lack of sleep, or maybe it is just me. Maybe I just freak out easily. Although after writing it down or thinking about it over again, I will feel better, so there. I need money. Badly. For Korea and also for college next year. I know it's still next year, and my friend keeps telling me to just chill and not talk about it, but how can I? That is the root of the problem : money. It's funny how I stressed over money so much right now. I wasn't like this before, maybe because I lived with my parents before and everything - at least most of the things I want - seemed to be affordable, or maybe I was just naive. Now that I live faraway from my parents, I cannot be dependent to them. I have to work and I cannot just buy things that I want, I have to organize my budget and whatnot. And that made me realize just how valuable money is. Of course, I'm not a stingy person, although I am a cheapskate, that I have to admit, but I just don't spend that much money anymore, because I simply don't have it. So yea, money. Evil conniving bitch. Haha. I applied for some jobs so I got distracted. But what can I do? Ces't la vie. I just have to make the best out of it. |
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