Saturday, April 25, 2009
I'm much much better right now. Thanks for those who give me encouragement :) I tend to exaggerate things so they may sound really bad, but honestly, they're not that bad. Things could be worse ;) And I don't usually get sad for a long time. Maybe about a day or two and then I'll be able to hope again. Hopes are very powerful and so are prayers :D But anyway, it was so hot today. 27 degrees! Gawd. And then it rained. Great. I like rain, only when I'm at home and I don't have to go outside :p But I like the aftermath of rain. I like the seemingly fresh air, the smell of the damp ground, the cool weather, everything. It feels so .... liberating, haha. But when it rains, the best thing to do is to curl up in your bed, snuggle under a blanket with a good read, hot chocolate/milk/coffee/tea, and a musk fragrant from incense filling your nose. And that's exactly what I did. Except for the hot beverage and the incense part. I was too lazy to make the hot chocolate and my lighter didn't work but it was still good nevertheless. I adore my OTP. I truly do. They are the ones who attracted me to this fandom in the first place. And I know that I've been saying that I don't really care if they weren't really 'real' or if they dated someone else but the truth is I think my heart would break a little. It wouldn't affect my whole life but it would still hurt Huh, I guess that makes me a hypocrite. |
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