Saturday, April 25, 2009

I need someone to crash and burn together.

Feeling so fucking depressed.

I know that this is only temporary - that life is this huge wheel that rotates and revolves.

Sometimes you're up and sometimes you're down.

Of course everyone knows that.

And now I'm in the down part.

Everything just sort of piles up together - troubles, worries, fears, anxieties; the formula of stress and depression.

I'm basically screwed right now.

With that being said, I'm sure things will get better, they always do, trust me on this one.

But ... I can't deny the fact that I have problems right now. 

I can not just pretend that everything's fine when it's not.

And I shouldn't compare my problems to others' too.

This is taken from The Perks of Being a Wallflower : "You shouldn't compare your problems to others'. Of course there are always people who have it worse than you. But comparing your problems to theirs doesn't make yours go away." That's basically the gist of it.

Okay, so I'm sad. So I'm depressed.

So what really?

I'm an android if I always feel happy - if they feel anything at all, that's it.



I'm just gonna drown in this state of worrying and come back stronger.

Or at least I hope so.





azalia♥

" a lady,
trying to make her way in life.
she's so fly,
she touches the sky"







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