Monday, April 6, 2009
Well, forgiving your friends is even harder. This whole forgiving business, to be honest, I'm not really good at it. I think I might have forgiven someone, but then when he/she does something wrong again, I will bring his/her past mistakes up. It feels like I still hold a grudge against that person. And it makes me feel guilty because I obviously make mistakes too, tons of them. And of course I'm hoping for forgiveness. But if I can't forgive others, why should I expect them to forgive me, right? Jesus said to forgive others seven times seven. I'm not gonna preach or what, but I think that's a very crucial lesson which is extremely hard to do at the same time. Even if I am able to forgive someone, it wouldn't be that easy for me to just let it go. I think I have let it go already, but then when they make mistakes again, their past wrongdoings will come up. And that means that somehow, I still keep them inside of me instead of letting them go. To forgive and forget. To accept and let go. *sigh* I still have a lot to learn. On a brighter note, I just saw this trailer : I laughed so hard, haha. "It's just like Vin Diesel version, except slightly gayer." "The Fast & The Bi-Curious. It doesn't mean you're gay. Just, don't get married." |