touching the sky

Being a fangirl is an exhausting life.

Your heart breaks and your mind goes crazy every time you see your 'idol' with another woman, because he's supposed to be gay with the other member, dammit.

And then you have to go to the girl's cyworld/minihompy/personal site/whatever to leave a rude comment (e.g : you beeyotch! stay away from my oppa! he doesn't deserve you! just go and kill yourself! you plastic girl!) to warn her to not get too close with your 'oppa' because again, he's supposed to be gay.

And then there are 'anti-fans' that you have to defend and shield your idols' from.

"No, my oppas are the best! Jjang! Just because his voice cracks doesn't mean he can't sing. He's just too tired. He's too busy. He still looks good, though. Oppa, saranghaeyo! (insert a thousand hearts here)"

Not to mention the goods. Oh the goods and the dvd's and the cd's and the mini albums and the real albums and the fangoods and the clothes and shoes and earrings and necklaces and etc that they wear.

You just have to have them even if you have to starve your self for months. You don't care. It's all to 'support' your oppas.

And then there is still the spazzing that you have to do. The pictures you have to stare for hours, the videos you have to watch again and again because oh my god, they look like a living god on earth and oh-so-adorkable in that video. And then you have to download the videos, get a new hard drive because there's just not enough space to contain all of your 'collections'.

*sigh*

And then after you do all of those things, you remember that you actually have friends and families and a real life to live.

If only being a fangirl is the only way to live.

It's 2.30 in the morning and I have no idea what I'm writing about.

Pandora TV - I'm in a love-hate relationship with it. I love the qualities, it's like HD but it takes so much time to load it. And I'm too lazy to sign up to be a member, lol.

Anyway, I'm waiting for more info on AADBSK3 Korean version. It has to have English subs, it just has to. And it also has to be cheaper than Japanese version. Dude, Japanese like to rip people's money off, lol.

azalia♥

" a lady,
trying to make her way in life.
she's so fly,
she touches the sky"

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