This whole DBSK vs. SM or to be more exact, Jaesuchun vs. SM case has taken up my world ever since the news came out. Maybe because it's summer and I don't exactly have a life, I don't know. Not that it's a bad thing, though. On one hand, I'm quite glad it happens now that I can spend the whole day obsessing over this matter. Had it happened on school days, I'm probably gonna be screwed, thinking about this when I should've concentrated on my study.

But there's also a BIG possibility that it will last for a long time, longer than I would like it to be. Damn. So it's probably a good thing I will have school to (hopefully) distract me from this, because by that time (again, hopefully) I won't be this agitated anymore. Even now, I'm pretty much ready for any unwanted possibilities. I'm gonna be in grade 12 this September and it's gonna be a gruelling year. It's gonna be a battle field.

Okay, so maybe I'm over exaggerating but it will be my last year in high school. It feels weird. I still feel like a middle-school student sometimes. Or perhaps elementary student, I don't know. I just feel like a little kid.

To think that I'll be a freshman in university next year is just plain weird. I wonder what it will be like. Me? In university? Ha! Weird.

Anyway, I miss them performing as 5 already, even though they still have A-Nation. I just miss the times before this happened. This sucks.